Psalm Reading: Psalm 13
For Sunday, June 26 , 2011: Year A - Ordinary 13
The Psalm for this week is short, repetitive, irrational, moody, mooning, blaming, pleading, heartbroken, heartbreaking and perfect.
Is it an accident that Psalm 13, assigned for Ordinary 13, seems to be written by a 13-year-old? Not to mention that it seems, somewhat, a companion piece to Alex Chilton’s song, Thirteen.
Won’t You?
Chilton’s 13-year-old protagonist repeats the implorative phrase, won’t you? It is full of pleading, near desperate expectation.
Won't you let me walk you home from school?
Won't you let me meet you at the pool?
Maybe Friday I can, Get tickets for the dance,
And I'll take you, ooo ooo ooo.
Won't you tell your dad get off my back? …
Won't you tell me what you're thinking of?
Would you be an outlaw for my love?
If it's so then let me know, If it's no then I can go,
And I won't make you, ooo ooo ooo.
How Long?
At the other end of that naïve hope, where tender teenage disappointment is inevitable there is Psalm 13. David’s 13-year-old protagonist repeats the lamentative phrase how long with the same desperate expectation.
How long will you will you ignore me? Like, forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
How long will I have to have you in my head and breaking my heart?...
Look at me! Answer me! Oh My God!
I swear I am going to kill myself!
With the hormones raging David’s 13 year old cannot control him self. There is a beauty in unchecked love and unchecked sorrow, the visceral emotion you feel burning in you veins. David feels this for God.
Pentecostal Flirting
In my young Pentecostal flirting days I remember feeling passionate love for Jesus. I don’t know if I ever felt, throw-things-and-threaten-to-kill-myself, mad at him. Oh, I guess there was one time. There is something desirable about that kind of completely consuming, out of control emotion. Most people learn how to bridle those impulses and then loose them completely. Thank God, we have David and Alex Chilton to remind us what it was like.
Would you be an outlaw for my love?
Who talks like that?
The Hardest Question
Do we lose something on this side of Spiritual Puberty?